Sour Mash ♥: Archive

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Happy New Year!!

Am I currently happy? I can honestly say I’m not. I’m with my fiance & my family, but, somethings missing :/ And it’s not going well.

Dec 31st

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can't help but feel i'm being ignored :/

great start to 2012!! :(

Dec 31st

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Dec 30th

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Gonna do some more of my Wreck this Journal when I...

Dec 30th

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Dec 30th

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Dec 30th

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Dec 30th

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Dec 30th

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Dec 30th

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Dec 30th

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I like old things, they make me sad. Do you know...

Dec 30th

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Dec 30th

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Dec 30th

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New years resolutions & to-do list 2012 ♥

See more of my little brother Billy See more of my Aunty Anna See more of my small collection of friends. Amber. Save money. Go to download festival Get a graphics tab Pass my first year of college Get an external hard-drive Never miss a payment on my contract Get some Joker Converse Get some Doc Martens Get my ears pierced (and probably stretched) Loose fucking weight Start planning the wedding...

Dec 30th

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This dude i’ve known online for like, 5 years, keeps texting me out the blue saying he misses me and has feelings for me, and we were really good friends and I feel bad ignoring him but I don’t have feelings for him and in all honestly, I forgot he exsisted until recently. To stop him doing it I keep telling him Jay is finding the messages and kicking off at me but he’s still...

Dec 30th

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Dec 29th

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Dec 29th

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Dec 29th

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New year, New tattoo!; Snowflake?

I’m leaning towards getting a snowflake. The best time of my life was Winter ‘09, with floods of snow. It was a new era in my life, I fell in love and I had the best friend I could ever have asked for. The snow brought us all together, every day we’d be up at the crack of dawn, hats & gloves on, sledges at the ready, to make the most of it. It lasted almost two whole months....

Dec 29th

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All i got for christmas this year was Wreck this Journal & a dvd.

Dec 29th

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Had a long busy day. Finished the christmas shopping, got Jays present while he got mine, then went to my nans to see my family. After a lovely big take-out tea courtesy of nannnyy, we came home and went straight to Jay’s Grandmas where we all got a tad tipsy and had a laugh. After that, got home, stripped off, got into bed, put on hitchikers guide to the galaxy before I got a lovely...

Dec 22nd

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Dec 19th

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Babysitting thirteen year olds that are pretending they’re 16 and showing their bras on webcam. Happy monday :|

Dec 19th

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Dec 19th

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Five and a half hours later and he's still not...

Maybe i’m just over-exadderating the situation but I really think I’m starting to stop caring about him. He’s been so selfish :/

Dec 19th

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Dec 19th

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Dec 19th

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Dec 19th

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Tbh, i don't think I want to see him now. I...

Well, I guess I won’t be drinking this Christmas because the stupid twatbag hasn’t show up to take me to the fucking clinic for a fucking pregnancy test and i don’t want to fucking risk it. Happy fucking christmas so called boyfriend. You can shove your engagement ring up your fucking arse ‘cause i’ve gone past caring, seriously. You’ve let me & the youth...

Dec 19th

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Dec 19th

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Dec 19th

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Dec 19th

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FUCKED OFF BIG TIME. Now my youth worker is on her way to see Jay, to fill in the bank forms & get him to sign for the cheque for his music project, but he’s not fucking here.

Dec 19th

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Dec 19th

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Dec 19th

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The first bus back was two hours ago. “I couldn’t come back, mum needed my help” Yeah, and you broke a promise to your girlfriend. The whole reason we fell out is because your mum ALWAYS needs your help. What about me, for once? I need to go to the fucking clinic cause i might be fucking ill. Go fuck yourself.

Dec 19th

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Either he’s being a dick, or he’s just leaving me. Last night was our first night apart in well over a year. He promised he’d text me all night, & that he’d call at least once, to say goodnight. He promised he’d be back on the 8.45 bus. I didn’t get a single text or call, and it’s almost 11am and he isn’t here. I need to go to the clinic...

Dec 19th

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Dec 18th

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Dec 18th

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Dec 18th

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Always good to know I can talk to him about my...

Thats what Gay best friends are for :)

Dec 18th

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I’ve know my online best friend since I was 13. We’re having a good catchup tonight (: Always pleasing to get on skype and he’s showing you around his internet tabs; I really wanted to see pictures of dicks. Thankyou adam, love you muchly :| ♥

Dec 18th

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First night going to bed on my own in over a year...

I know I’ll freak out waking up without him by my side. I know it’s only one night, but it’s been well over a year since I last slept without him :(

Dec 18th

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